illusionsofyou

Tue, 13 May 2008 05:43:22 GMT

"If men were angels, we wouldn't need government."
-James Madison, The Federalist Papers

We're not angels, so shut your mouths.
Stop with your anarchy rhetoric, really. Stop posting blogs about your
restricted freedoms.
Every man-made institution is inherently flawed. However, the U.S.
government has provided each and every one of us with unlimited opportunities.
I'm sick of people who try to disown America even though they've only ever left
the country by means of high-class ocean liners or pre-packaged family
vacations. You're all talk. I'm tired of people who have never tried living in
another country yet swear that ours is tyrannical. Tyranny is something we have
been weeding out of our institutions since our founding fathers established this
country. Eradicating tyranny is why our nation was even founded in the first
place.

The best part of this "tyranny" is the fact that you can say almost
whatever you want about it without being penalized
or exiled
or tortured
or hanged.
That doesn't sound really tyrannical or oppressive to me. I mean, there
is always room for improvement, but overall, we have it pretty easy over here.
Try living in Russia! Try China! Try Cuba!

If you want to leave so badly, I invite you to. I fact, we all invite
you to! Leave your mini-palaces in Weston and Coral Springs! Leave the
heavily-oppressed Ft. Lauderdale! Go! Get out of Plantation Acres before the
overseers have time to catch you! People die trying to get here, so I don't see
what you're waiting for. Make room for someone else!

You may argue that you're poor. You may argue for the homeless. If
you're reading this, chances are you aren't homeless. Chances are you have no
idea how much worse the homeless have it in other countries. This applies to all
of you.

In reality, you're sitting at home in a lovely suburb. You've probably
been wronged more by your peers than by the government. You have basic rights
REGARDLESS of race or gender. You have used an institution directly supported by
local, state, and/or national governments. You don't support your visions of an
ideal anarchy because you contribute to the economy in going to the talent farm,
and seeing a movie, and eating out, and buying cigarettes, and buying condoms,
buying anything! You have a camera to take your little myspace pics. You go/have
gone to school regardless of your gender. You have food to eat when you come
home. You have a home to begin with!

You wine and complain, but at the end of the day, you get the luxury of
lying in bed, thinking of all your fruity, petty problems.

Whatever, though. Tell me if I'm wrong. Reject what I say and give me a
good argument. I'm daring you to convince me that anarchy is the answer and that
we live under an oppressive regime, because you won't be able to.

TBs

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 23:31:49 GMT

O lordy was TAKING BACK SUANDAY AMAZZING lastnight woo!!!!!!! that man is quite talented with his microphone and is incredibly sexy in his spidy suit. FOBs drummer in his princess dress was pretty hot too

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 22:47:40 GMT

why am i so annoying lately my two closest friends both told me so but i really not diffrent all this youve changed crap i dont even see my friends anymore there always doing stuff without me WTF?

PICTURES

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 05:19:36 GMT

ello. my dear friend ari is here. she is so rad. i love her. i took that picture on the way home from the farm the other night. i thought it was rad. so i decided to share it with you. that's it. goodbye.

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 03:50:44 GMT

arnt gabby and jesse cute they look liek there 6 years old tho

jesse lookin al cool and see through

the street lights just lookin all cool

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 03:36:44 GMT

crap the last update dosnt work o well

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 03:35:33 GMT

gabby ( the voice) always keeps thing entertaining

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 03:44:00 GMT

being bored on sundayclockwise from top ari gabby genny alli

o yay i get to be a bitch

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 05:35:05 GMT

hey so comment to be added cause i thought it would be fun and i dont no who made this so if you do just tell me

if snowflakes were kisses id give you a blizzard

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 19:10:02 GMT

so the other night i introduced my firends to the rocky horror picture show now they are still virgins when it comes to seeing it in a theater but they enjoyed i was pleased that my firend allison liked it because me and her have nothing in common and the last movie we watched together was a disney sing-a-long which actually was quite fun now i have to start pakng for camp today because i leave on saturday it should be kickin i and my frend gabby are throing me a going away party adn we bought ballons so it should be fun now even though gabby lovesme i no the only reason were doing this is so she can hang out with jesse they are an interesting couple gabby you really need to give him back his pants but he will be away for the summer in australia so ill like to see how things work out when he gets back now ari i no your going to read this how are you we need to starbucks before i leave ok you whore

hey so i went into jezebel yesterday and i was wering a skirt that i made adn they sell stuff by local desiners and jamie ( she owns it ) was all like hey thats really cute and i was ll like hey o wow i have to go ill finish my story later

frankenfurter is the sex

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 05:08:31 GMT

hows it every one. i have been uber (thats such as fun word) busy with such and such that i havnt updated this in quite some time. lets see what exciting things should i tell yall ( yall's a kickin word) about lets see i finished my skirt today its uber ( you should say it some time) cute i love anything polka-dotted i would love to take pictures to show you all but i do not recieve my digital cmera untill my birthday july 22nd and than ill take pictures of everything i do because i have an extremly fasinating life

so today i saw saved i love macaulay culkin because of my obsession with party monster and patrick fugit was quie hot his noes it so cute this isnt the best pictureand its not from saved but whatever hes still looks cute

hey this guys my new obsession tho its john robinson now he is the sex i saw him in elephant boy does he have shinny hair im so jaelous

lets see who else can we name

o when i went to see saved i saw an ad for mudge boy emile hirsch is quite cute not georgeous like john up there btu cute i was likin him in the dangerous boys of alter boys hey thats a hot picture of him

but anyways i get to see both john and emile in the lords of dogtown whenever that may come out that should be hot

so i would stop here but im just having so much fun with these picture lets see all the guys were form movies what new list can i make ?

ill do my top 5 emo boys

1. conor oberst

2. adam lazzara

3. chris carrabba

4.jesse lacey

5. and than geoff rickley when he keeps his mouth closed

wow i could go on makign lists for ever because there are just so many hot guys and i wanna thank those hot guys for being hot ya

~genny

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 18:46:28 GMT

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Thu, 20 May 2004 22:29:20 GMT

so i have been complety unmotivated to do much lately like update this journal i have also found no use in putting periods at the ends of senteces so i am choosing not to soon school will be over and i will be leaving meaning i will have no acces to a computer i no that will make thw wo people who happen to stumble across this journal is some serch very sad but ya'll will have to move on im sorry queer eye starts june 1st and degrassi starts june 4th yay marco and dyllan are finally going to make out that makes me happy anyway i guess its about time to start studing for finals

hop to find time to post\

genny

Thu, 13 May 2004 22:12:07 GMT

got back frome new york last night. went to school today nothing happened but hte usuall. ill keep this sshort cause i have make up work out hte wazoo

RENT

Tue, 11 May 2004 15:06:43 GMT

so last night i went to rent it was my 10th time ive hit double digits that makes me happy! so jeremy kushnir was roger hes a little strange looking but plays an excellent roger it was my third time seeing him they were all enjoyable. i was suprised to see sebastian arcelus was still in rent he was a horrible roger and ws boring to watch ya no he was just kinda like whatever about the whole thing, thats why i like jeremy he gets very angry and emotional. but as much as i hated sebastian as roger he did and excellent job in seasons of love he had his little solo part it was marvy. matt caplan is still mark he is by far my favorite mark ever hes always changing what he dose and keeps thigns interesting he look slike he is really enjoying what he is doing and i love how he plays around with mark. um they have a new maureen her name is maggie benjamin her and joanne( merle dandridge) did take me for what i am quite well but i think maggie took over the moon too far and made it seem kinda stupid but everyone else thought seh was great i guess it was just me. andy senor is back as angel which i thought was weird cause he wasnt her last time mabey i just saw an understudy i dont remember. i saw collins understudy he could sing but he didnt do ill cover you reprise as well as mark richard ford can. benny was d'monroe boy can that boy dance hes a good benny but in contact when he like climbing up teh wall and stuff damn.

no who your dieing to hear about melanie brown a.k.a scary spice as mimi. well she cant sing great shes deffinetly better than me but not great. um when she sings you cant hear he accent but whenever she would talk there was no hiding it. her clothes were messed up it was strange liek her pants were black and her shirt was blue it is supposed to be the other way around. anyways i met her after the show boy is she georgeous o wow she has the greatest complexion im so jealous. but it made me so happy to see her i htought i wouldnt really care much because i havnt liek the spice girls scence like second grade or something ( except on thanksgiving lol katy spice world) but it was so weird to see her lke up close and in person like that was my life when i was a little tyke she was my idol she was super nice it was awesome

tonights autographs include

jermey kushnier- roger
destan owens- tom collins
d'monroe- benjamin coffin III
andy senor- angel schunard
mimi marquez- melanie brown (scary spice)
justin a. johnston- steve and others
enrico rodriquez- paul and others

and sebastian walked by me but he was on hte phone i htought it would be rude to inerupt i have his signing from previous shows

boy was thursday night an interesting one

Sun, 09 May 2004 15:42:16 GMT

so i went to go see david bowie in miami ok ya we got htere everything was just jim dandy but then inbetween opening act and bowie the lightting guy falls from 50 ft. in the air. so he dies like right in front of me i got to see the whole thing. it was really sad the paramedics took about an hour to get there cause of some marathon thing or something so i just sat there and watched this guy die they were doing cpr and stuff it didnt help tho o and they had those little zapper thingys. o and the show was cancelled which sucks alot of donkey balls.

on a litter note im going to new york tommrow yay. so scary spice is going to be playing mimi that should be intersting. shes english tho and mimi is spanish hmm. i never really liked scary spice that much baby was my favorite than posh. scary was last i thought she was scary

Thu, 06 May 2004 15:40:05 GMT

so yesterday i felt like shit all afternoon so i didnt go to school today. so far ive watched moulin rouge, party monster, big fish, and harriet the spy ( it was on USA) i havnt watched that movie scence i was like 6 but i used to really like it. hmm . brigns back good memories. so i have to by a mothers day present and i have no idea what to get. i no what my mom likes but none of it is in my price range.

genny

Wed, 05 May 2004 22:49:17 GMT

we went on a feild trip today which i guess should be super fun but it wasnt really no. but anyway we went to the sun-sentinal which is the local newspaper and we saw how they made it with htere big machines and all that. im totally dating a robot now his name is recyclo. justin and anton are having a threesome with robatika and robert got papernut. we had fun on the bus tho robert let me give him a makeover he insisted on puting his own lipstick on tho it ended up all over his face and quite abit ended up on anthony as well. the seniors arnt at school things are quite. umm yes all leave you now

peace
genny

Tue, 04 May 2004 20:00:35 GMT

so lets see what exciting things can i write about today. nothing really i dont have a very exciting life but ill write about that.

o my friend may not be able to go to civic tour with me so if she cant ill tottally ask casey because you know all my friends are too punk rock be seen at a dashboard show and i know casey dosnt liek emo (which would be so hot) but i think he likes thrice i dont know but ill ask him if he want to go adn hell say yes and that will be marvoulous because he is beautiful.

but as far as things actually happening today i found out jesse and alex have been dating for liike a wekk now how dare they no ttell me and me and gabby broke up it was fun

~genny~

Mon, 03 May 2004 21:35:47 GMT

so once again another journal how fun. i havnt had one of these in awhile but now everyones making there journals friends only so i gotta get everyone to add me to there friends list so i can look at there journal.

umm today was a really boring day. lets see i went to school ugg. matt took me home he listens to the strangest music. got home had to break into my house cause i forgot my ourse inside, and now im doing this.

its super fun